28-05-2012

Ya the tile is a date, that I wanna to remember it deeply. It's a tired day though a nice day too.


Spend my whole morning teaching tuition. Really being '' gek si '' by those kids. But, is my responsible, my task, my job. Keep on teaching rock !! haha


Afternoon  back to school, bought two bottles of 100plus. For my juniors who had camp in the school. They are now practicing for their formation competition. Hope that drinks can encourage them to present well. I were just quite standing outside the classroom, listening their practice, no comment, no scold anymore. Because I'm not the leader again =) My memory flash back 2 years ago. When all of were fighting for the competition. That moment is hard for us, but is memorable. It makes me think of you guys. =)


After that have a gathering with my girls. Jenny and Jie-Zhuang =) Kinda long time we haven't meet like this. It's super duper long time. Finally mange to do it =)

Photo sharing, although it is just a few

me and zhuang =) ( it's blur >.<)

me and Jenny =)

3 of us, at first is this XDD

don't know why I love the feeling in this photo

credit to Zhuang =)

then change like this :)))))

thanks to that waitress 

After having dinner at aunt's house, back to home. Have another short meet with my girl again. I'm glad that everything settled. Smile smile smile, like world never ends. Anticipating our next date =)

Hey my friend, any outing in this holidays? 

LOVE, always will do

XOXO

不晓得你会否来看我写的。
这几天都在看你写一些比较emo的东西。
( 连没有post出来的我有看到一点点，我没有hack你咯 >.<）
坦白说，还蛮担心你的。
担心你会越钻越深，因为你说的情况好像越来越严重。


可能你会认为我不能体会你的心情，因为我不曾经历过。
我真的是没有遇到这种情形。
但是我希望你不要太过执著于这一点，
放轻松，
这是我的看法。
不是要你不在乎，
只是不想要你那么辛苦。
倍受煎熬的日子我也有尝试过，
那种不知道该哭还是笑得感觉
两个字：不舒服
所以听你这么说还真有些心疼。


我的想法是，顺其自然
我知道你的执著有你的用意，有你的道理
可是你们之间应该还会有比这一点更重要，更珍贵的
不是吗？
时间或许会冲淡一切，
这是每个人都会说的，可是那个过程会让你觉得漫长


我亲爱的你，放轻松点好吗？
有点懊恼因为我什么都做不了
或许我上面有说错话，有的话就对不起了
我还是
比较喜欢看你笑笑和我分享开心的事 =）


找一天，痛痛快快地讲到完。
记得，还有我在你身边 =）

BACK

Whoa~


 Finally I managed to get here. It's been weeks I'm busying with the sucks examination. I really hate it. But what to do? It is important for us to realize how high our standard can do to. Mine? It's really worse. I can't imagine how bad my results will be in the coming school days. Probably I should be ready to accept it in this two weeks holidays =(  Yea, I'm sad. I've been prepare for the EXAM quite a some time. Maybe is the way I study? I was like WTH? I'm still in the problem of having wrong way to study? This really make me damn freaking worry. STPM is not around the corner, but it is on the way to the corner. Honestly, it shouldn't be the time to abandon. I know I have to work harder as well. STRESS STRESS STRESS, I will love you more :)



My mood recently is fluctuating again. Especially when I was alone. But the moment I'm with you and you guys is real. I'm not the one who has double side face. What's going on with me? Frankly, I don't know. I was just like, think too much I guess. Or not too much, is thinking all those stuff happened in the past. The furthest memory I could remember is when I'm in the primary school. There are both sweet and sour,happy and mad. I'm a band member, but being direct against by my class teacher. Caned harder than others, scolded every Friday cause I've been practicing parade and late to be in class, even my graduation trip. Arghhh, I hate that moment. And I still can cry when think of these. Don't you think I'm sooooo ridiculous? Yes I am.


And things getting worse when I'm in secondary school. School band again. And I'm being direct against by some moron seniors again. It's true. I'm damn exhausted that moment, feels like my world is ruined. Can you imaging that I was wearing school uniform and being order to pumping in front if my friends? School uniform! It's a dress. It was so embarassing!! And of course, my low skill to play my instrument. Make me more mad. MAD! JSPO, a place that thought me a lot. Tons of knowledge about how to face different kind of people in the society. How to differentiate the real and the fake, the good and the bad. Plus, the trueness of someone. The way to treat others and lead other as well. People told me before, what happened in the past just let it pass. But my mind is quite different. I will think : Somthing that imprint on my mind, will be forever. The more the times I cry for that things, I used to remeber it more and more details. And it will be a lesson in my life.


Friends, are really important for me. I couldn't deny it. Although I have my warmest family,and him, but I can't ignore the role of friend in my life. Frankly I don't understand how those people success to do it. They were just like, in their own world. What i mean is ALL-THE-TIME. I was just, kinda admire. Seriously, my world shines cause of these 3 important facts, less neither of them, it will be just, dull. The best thing in my life is, I have someone who love me,care about me, stay with me when I'm in trouble and try to solve it for me.Family warms me, the one loves me, and friend cares me. I do appreciate it, indeed.


The most important part is, I miss you a lot, my dearest grandma =( I still can feel the pain sometimes. The pain when you leave us. What to do? I will remember what you've told me when you were beside me. Everything you taught me before. 


Well well well, I will try to throw away these emotional stuff again. Music is my life. I wanna dance dance dance dance dance XDD Fight for my future. =）ALL THE BEST MY LOVE ONES.

Relieve

Few days ago get my MUET results, finally get a 4. Whewwww, relieve a lot. Although is just a moderate level. The feeling of thrilled move around. Frankly, just for a short moment. Anyway, I will find back my confidence, as soon as possible, wish me luck then :))))))))

My mid-year exam is around the corner. Work harder and harder Miss Lee Shyen Yee! And you =)

Miss that moment, when I was enjoying my life ~

THINK BEFORE YOU SAY
Frankly, I don't think so you did that.
WTH with you ma'am ?
Is there something wrong in your head ?
Is this the way you treat others ?
It's ridiculous !! Haa !
Such an utter moron !!!! Yeah you, it's you !!


'' I don't think that a friend works that, seriously, indeed ''

disappointing  to myself, to you, and to you.

Recently

Whew it's April now! Time flies. My big exam left not more than 250 days. Probably 200 days?? I don't know. Recently not much different in my school life, my life. Work, homework, housework, study, exercise, piano-ing, sometimes computer-ing. Ohya, and eating plus sleeping =)


Of course, my life include family, him and friends. I'm glad that I could in touch with all them everyday. I'm lucky I know, and I do appreciate it, every second, every minute, every day, every time.


Music still play an important role in my life. Almost everyday I must, MUST listen. Some people says it's a symptom being stress. But me, not actually. Just I love it, indeed. Kindly addicted to few songs recently. Everytime by Britney Spears, Tian hou by Chen Shi An, California King by Rihanna... Actually still much more than that. =)


Well, went to Sushi King Bonanza yesterday with my classmates. It's kinda enjoying moment. Nice memory. I love those photos taken. And, Unagi is my LOVE !! I eat 7 plates and 4 plates are Unagi. Really oh my God right? XDD


Today is cheng beng jit. So, busying whole for praying ceremony at home. Quite tired. But I'm fine with that. I'm a strong girl !! Wahahaha !!


So I wanna end now. My MARATHON starts now !! Let's fight for it !! RUN RUN RUN :))))))))))))))))


p//s: Sometimes think about you, granny. I miss you =)

coming back

Wooots, I would like to say spider webs are every where. Really oh my god oh my god. I left my blog such a long time. The feeling of guilty spread with a high speed ( slap me please XD ) But what can I do, my computer was facing some problem with the internet, so I can't excess my blogger.

It's late now and I'm not going to update so much. Kindly refresh back what happened in the past few weeks.
End my monthly test last two weeks, with a yuck results. I'm really really damn not satisfy with that. Especially Chemistry, I will try to love you more.

Recently my mood is fluctuating. Stress I think is the main reason. And I realize that my study way is totally wrong. I shouldn't be soooooo lazy. Plus, sometimes I'm so frustrated to those people. Of course I will not mention their name. Kinda disappoint with their attitude and yet personality. I'm not the perfect one yet I know maybe I will be more worse than them. Honestly, I'm trying to change. If YOU don't wanna people treat you in the same way, please do the same. Sometimes YOU make me have no alternative except evade myself from you. I'm not as familiar as YOU, but I do believe I'm sincere enough than you.

I shouldn't criticize about others but I have no way to release. So, this is my way. Don't try to take one's seat according to the number on the ticket. Haa ! That's all for today, will update more, if I could.

Take care, my love one =)

新年快乐

各位，新年快乐！终于除夕了，吃团圆饭的时候。一家大小围在火锅旁，吃吃吃！不过这算是剧情的版本啦，电视广告里就是会出现这么样的镜头。每天扭开收音机，新年歌的播放率爆表啦！什么举起手，唱啦啦啦的。新年气氛正式如此。

新的一年里希望事事顺利啦！我最亲爱的家人，朋友们和他身体健康，出入平安~ 2012年，是中六蛮关键的一年，要大考了，怕怕！！无论如何，三个字，加油吧！！

昨天，心情还真有点差。因为，似乎弄到某人不开心了。虽然她没亲口告诉我，但是我感觉得到的。她期待的只是大家都在一起聚聚。可是，都没有。我还要做那个让她以为是带来惊喜的那个人，但我不是。还要亲口跟她说不好意思，对不起，没能帮你庆祝。那种局面，有谁能了解？礼物我真的有花心思，希望你真的喜欢。

初三快到了，心情还真有七上八下之感。希望一切顺顺利利！！吃团圆饭了，有机会派多点照片来更新吧！

我会好好的我知道，虽然您已经不再我们身边了。

MAD

I'm so mad to myself. 

Results aren't good. Not even in the average.

Thanks for consoling me.

I'm tough but sometimes I need time to release myself too.

Well, let's fight again.

I hope I can do better, and I hope this make me a lesson.

See this? So PLEASE stop saying my English is good enough okay ??

I'm not satisfying with all of these.

Work harder and harder, that's all.

I want what I want